I used to take my mom's presence for granted. Now that she is gone , i regreted not spending enough time with her. We thought it was just a minor stomach flu.so we did not really paid much attention to it.Brought her to the polyclinic. Seen 2 doctors. But both claimed that it was stomach flu.. till ytd night(2nd of july) arnd 10 that my dad brought her to the hospital(cos she complained of being breathless). The visit there was actually just to put my mom on drip cos she havent eaten in days(the food she tried to consume were all vomitted out) But we received grave news arnd 3 and me and my 2 sis(both younger than me)rushed to the hospital. and the doc told us that she cannot make it.. i really really really cant describe the feeling i had ..even up till now.Feeling so lost.. I know all my aunts and friends will be there for me. and i sincerely and seriously thank u from the bottom of my heart.. but the idea of not having my mom being beside us is weird.. just lost. she wont be celebrating chinese new year with us,no christmas celebrations,no more mothers' day ,no more chance to celebrate her bdae with her(which happens to coincide with my dad's and the nation's-9th of aug)..O God.. I really cant take it as it is. But i promise that i will do her proud ,to take care of my daddy and my two sisters. To support them and be strong. Thank You Mummy, for giving us life and for giving us everything that is good for us. We know u love us a LOT.. And we definitely Love u TOO.. we know u will be with us always and we wont ever forget u,NOT EVER. 
